So, quite an emotional day. I’m getting tireder and grumpier, and going off on one more and more often, not even on my pet topics, but the ones I feel guilty about and shouldn’t hold such strong opinions on. I managed food, exercise, and Microsoft today, and went on far too forcefully about my silly hates like sit-ups. On the pet hate #1 front I got angry with myself for being so self-focussed and obsessed by image in these conversations, and on top of that some #2 self-loathing over science fiction again.

I also was sadder today than I’ve been since Sunday because of the awful behaviour at the prom, which was the one I was most looking forward to too. I felt so sad and ashamed that our country is so grossly anti-Semitic, more like crying sad than angry that they would do that to people coming to play such beautiful Albéniz for us.

I’m so glad to be getting a full night’s sleep tonight to help with headache and nose has progressed to green stage.