A day of rants and frustration and green
So, quite an emotional day. I’m getting tireder and grumpier, and going off on one more and more often, not even on my pet topics, but the ones I feel guilty about and shouldn’t hold such strong opinions on. I managed food, exercise, and Microsoft today, and went on far too forcefully about my silly hates like sit-ups. On the pet hate #1 front I got angry with myself for being so self-focussed and obsessed by image in these conversations, and on top of that some #2 self-loathing over science fiction again.
I also was sadder today than I’ve been since Sunday because of the awful behaviour at the prom, which was the one I was most looking forward to too. I felt so sad and ashamed that our country is so grossly anti-Semitic, more like crying sad than angry that they would do that to people coming to play such beautiful Albéniz for us.
I’m so glad to be getting a full night’s sleep tonight to help with headache and nose has progressed to green stage.